The Journey
by Lorraine Houston
(Lorraine is the head of an organization in Toronto
called "Speaking of Dogs".
Her expertise in dog behavior was a definite asset
on this long, arduous trip.)
On Saturday October 2, 2005 in the wee hours of
the morning, our convoy of 5 vans pulled into a veterinary clinic
in Carleton Place just outside of Ottawa. Our passengers, twenty
dogs and one cat from Alexandria, Louisiana were ‘home’
at last - safe and sound.
Like most people, I have experienced many adventures in life, but
nothing like our trip to Louisiana has thus far been comparable.
When I initially saw the post on one of the dog rescue lists asking
for folks with a van, a driving partner and a week off to go to
Louisiana to help an overcrowded dog shelter, my first reaction
was to respond and say “I’ll go!” But I thought
better of it (sometimes age and experience has its virtues) and
decided to find out more details, plus I had to find a driving partner.
I called my friend Deb and bounced the idea off her and although
she thought it was a worthy mission, she was unable to get the time
off work. I then called Karen who is more like my sister and a cat
person through and through. We met many long years ago when we both
volunteered for the Scarborough Humane Society. Although our species
differ, our passion for the cause does not. I wasn’t sure
if she would be agreeable or available, but left a long winded message
on her answering machine about the Louisiana post I had read. Much
to my surprise, she called back to say she was interested and to
go ahead and get more details. And so the story begins.
When we (8 Ottawans and 2 Torontonians) left on our journey Saturday
September 24th, spirits were high and the excitement and energy
amongst the group of 10 was charged for the mission ahead. Those
spirits remained unchanged even after we were detained at the border
for over an hour as officials went through our donated items, van
by van. Reloaded and on the road again, our aim for that night was
Nashville, TN. Tired, hungry and running out of gas (both vehicles
and humans) we pulled off the highway in Bowling Green, KY. The
Days Inn across from the restaurant where we ate was just too tempting
and we voted to stay the night. The next day really put our driving
skills to the test as our convoy (which I should add included Canadian
window flags and magnetic signs reflecting our mission) tried desperately
to stay together amongst the endless sea of transport trucks and
motor homes.
At one of our gas stops our navigator found what she thought would
be good alternate route; the Natchez Trace Parkway. Breathtakingly
beautiful, this scenic road took us weaving through Tennessee, Alabama
and Mississippi. While driving along the enchanted forest, Karen
and I listened to the radio only to discover there was a storm warning
in effect for parts of Mississippi. Armed with a walkie-talkie we
radioed the news to the others. With no where to turn off this road
we had hoped the storm was not in the immediate area and continued.
At this point our nerves were becoming somewhat rattled. We felt
this leg of the journey was much like the 70’s song Hotel
California and weren’t sure if we were in heaven or hell.
The storm hit us about 15 minutes later as gusts of wind and heavy
rain pelted again our vans.
After driving for what seemed like days, rather than hours, our
lead car radioed to let us know there was a turn off ahead and a
motel not far. After a good night’s rest we were on the road
again (back on the Natchez Trace Parkway).
At one point we pulled off at one of the rest stops (this being
a washroom and a picnic table or two) and a few of us took the opportunity
to appreciate and take in the beauty of the land. Across the road
we spotted a lake and decided to make it a photo op. As I stood
by lake’s edge snapping pictures, I heard a truck pull in.
Glancing behind, I saw a state forest ranger get out. He began chatting
with the group and I heard him say “Excuse me ma’am,
you might wanna be careful down there, the gators are out this time
a day”. I quickly moved back and thanked him for that piece
of info. As we were getting ourselves organized to leave I heard
his voice yet again “Excuse me ma’am, your standin’
on a fire ant hill, they can give ya a nasty sting. We don’t
much wear sandals in these parts”. I looked around to see
Jane side step off the ant hill. Needless to say, we were on the
road again without further delay.
Despite the weather, the gators, the fire ants and driving challenges,
we arrived in Louisiana on Monday morning. We unloaded the donations
and proceeded to the shelter area where the dogs and cats were being
housed. I could barely believe my eyes. I looked and saw row upon
row of dogs sometimes 5 and 6 per cage (totaling easily over 100
dogs). The majority of the cages were outside with old battered
plywood roofs and dirt floors. It was about 40 degrees celsius and
the humidity was unbearable.
I looked at the number of dogs and then at our meager convoy of
vans. I knew we would only be able to take about 20 dogs back; how
and who was going to choose which dogs came with us? My question
was soon answered by an elderly woman who introduced herself as
the shelter manager. She suggested we take the dogs who had been
waiting for homes the longest. She began pointing to dogs and it
was all we could do to keep up with her. I abandoned my paper and
pen in favour of a leash and just began taking the dogs she pointed
at to the air conditioned vans and putting them into the waiting
crates. The majority of dogs looked to be mixes of many different
breeds, primarily black or golden in colour or a combination of
both. Most were so excited to get out of their pens they jumped,
bounced, wiggled and licked us the whole way to the vehicles. There
were a few timid dogs who were unsure but they seemed to know something
good was upon them and followed along. I overheard one of the shelter
workers say that some of the dogs had been there since they were
puppies; this shelter was all they had ever known. It was heartbreaking
in so many ways, but the hardest thing was driving away that day
leaving so many behind.
We housed ‘our’ dogs for one day in a shelter that
doubled as a holding facility and pound. Our dogs, who were pre
Katrina, were on one side and the strays and lost Katrina dogs were
on the other. While our dogs were out being vetted, I stayed in
the shelter and helped clean, feed and water the dogs who remained.
Mid morning there was a knock at the door and a young man who looked
quite frazzled stood there pressing an official looking document
against the glass. From what I gathered his dog was in the shelter
and he had come to claim him. As he entered the shelter, he told
us that his dog, Sam, had been lost in hurricane Katrina. He said
he had recently returned to what was left of the family home in
New Orleans to find the document about his lost dog stuck to the
front window. He kept repeating “I know he’s here, I
know he’s here, it says so on this paper”. The young
man was escorted into the kennels and before he had a chance to
find his dog, his dog found him. A large framed black Labrador mix
began jumping, howling and spinning. The reunion brought tears to
all of our eyes as we watched the two embrace.
Later that afternoon after all the dogs had been to the veterinarian,
we pulled out of the shelter parking area with our charges. Not
to be outdone by our trip there, we had several challenges on the
way home. Without going into too much detail I will summarize; close
encounter with transport truck in rain storm, lost keys, lost convoy
members, lost credit card (found keys, found convoy members and
found credit card, just in case anyone wondered), bacterial infection
in one of the dogs, car trouble (only one!), sleep deprivation,
nowhere to get gas, nowhere to get clean water and last but not
least nowhere to sleep.
What I don’t mention in my list of challenges is the dogs,
and you might ask why? Because the dogs were absolutely amazing
the whole trip home! We couldn’t have asked for a better,
more amicable group of dogs. (I think they probably figured we weren’t
too bright and were having enough trouble finding our way home without
losing something, or somebody!)
Despite the hurdles, we made it home without incident. Some days
we felt like we were living a really bad reality show. However,
when all is said and done I wouldn’t change a thing. The people
we went down with became not only our friends, but our family. The
dogs we brought home from Louisiana will remain cherished in our
hearts forever. Through them, we were reminded of life’s finer
skills and had the opportunity to hone them; patience, determination,
problem solving, teamwork, humanity and humility to name just a
few.
(Thank you to everyone who donated to this endeavor through Pet
Valu, Don Mills. Although we were late getting back, I have made
arrangements to have all the donations transported to Ottawa this
week)
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The Journey
by
Sharon McKeil
President
B.A.R.K.
This was a long, difficult trip. Fifty to sixty percent of shelter
dogs test positive for Heartworm. We knew we could not bring back
anyone who tested positive for Heartworm as this would put our own
dogs at risk. It was heartbreaking to leave behind dogs we had already
seen and interacted with because they tested positive. So when we
got back we wired enough money to treat all the dogs we left and
when they are well enough to travel we are going to Buffalo to meet
the shelter manager who will bring them that far for us. They too
will start a new life in Ottawa. In November we plan to make another
trip to Louisiana to bring more dogs back.
Conditions were unbelievably harsh but we realised these people
are living this nightmare daily while we just passed through for
a few days. Everywhere we went people were very kind to us, when
one of our vans broke down a garage repaired it free, when we needed
vets on our way back for dogs who developed infections from being
recently spayed and put back in filthy kennels, they treated our
dogs free, when one of our drivers needed prescription medication
because we stayed longer than expected a pharmicist called Ottawa
to get the correct pills and dispensed them at no charge
The many, many, small kindnesses touched us deeply. We saw devastation,
broken families, too many dogs and cats displaced, people under
National Guard, with little or nothing to offer but a "thank
you, thank you, for coming and caring". Most of us go our whole
lives without ever experiencing this kind of heartache and ongoing
pain and yet they had time to give us whatever they could. Complete
strangers stopped us to say "bless you Canadians for coming
all this way to help us". We cried a lot and wished we could
do more. This was definitely a life altering experience and our
discomfort seemed so petty and unimportant compared to what these
people have gone through.
We met an extraordinary Veterinarian and his staff who turned their
whole clinic over to us for an entire day, made sure we were comfortable
with cold drinks and lots of ice while we waited hours and hours
for test results and who thanked us over and over for being there.
We met a lady who had just escaped Hurricane Rita with nothing but
the clothes on her back and her 4 dogs, a man who lost his whole
family and clutched his only possession a battered old cat he couldn't
leave behind.
So hug your dog and your cat who are blissfully unaware that there
is any other way to live and be grateful for all you have, it could
be taken away in a heartbeat.
The
Team
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The Vans
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The Supplies
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We Arrive
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The Facility
Man being reunited with his
dog after
a month missing.
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The Ones We Left Behind
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The Trip!
Back to the top of the page
Great News
The eight dogs we left behind have all been successfully
treated for Heartworm. We recently wired more money for complete
Vet checks, innoculations and flea treatments(live and learn). A
wonderful lady from Pennsylvania has offered to deliver the dogs
to us
along with two beautiful, young female Rottweiler sisters who aren't
doing well
in the kennel environment. We certainly appreciate any help we can
get.
We are now in the process of planning our second
big trip to New Orleans
to bring back another group of dogs. We will need to fundraise a
little first
as the cost per van we calculated including hotels and gas was roughly
$2000.00, but we plan to go sometime in the last week of November.
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The
Chosen Few
Sonia/ADOPTED
Copper with his new sister Mona
Copper/ADOPTED
Copper with his new sister Mona. Walking the two
of them was quite an experience I'll tell you! He's settling in
quite nicely. Still has some food issues but time will take care
of that. He's on medication for eye and ear infections, a parasite
and possible mange. Mona loves him and won't let him out of her
sight. He doesn't like the rain so we have to put him on a leash
to go out to do his business when it's raining. He sleeps through
the night on his bed next to Mona's bed and our bed.
Prince Edward/ADOPTED
Fannie/ADOPTED
Joee/ADOPTED
Starvin' Marvin/ADOPTED
In the foster's own words
He is doing really well. He is great with kids - just typical puppy
stuff like jumping on them and some 'mouthing'. He likes to steal
socks and shoes and just wants to play constantly, however, he will
settle down if you 'ignore' him - while doing homework with the
kids, he just curled up on my feet under the table.
He is still crazy about food and seems to drink a lot of water.
He loves my cat, Magic, and my dog, Sasha although they aren't too
crazy about him.
He will need some basic training - but I know he will learn quickly.
I have had him off leash and he comes when he is called. He is totally
adorable. I think he should be around kids as he loves to play and
race around. He will need a lot of exercise. He gives kisses and
I know he will give his owner lots of lovin'.
Sally/ADOPTED
In The Foster's Own Words
Sally is doing much better. Still quite nervous,
she is learning to trust and has become extremely attached (us too
sniff sniff). We are currently working with a lady, Cheryl, that
does Tellington Touch and it is really helping. We had a play date
last night with Cheryl and her dog Kiera and both Sally and Milly
had a super time. Milly actually ran!!!! Yes, actually got up to
a speed that could be considered faster than a walk!!! Oh, if you
didn't know, Milly is my incredibly spoilt Bichon that was rescued
by BARK earlier this year. She's so spoilt she's putrid!!!!!! Back
to Sally..... It was so heart-warming to see Sally running around
like a puppy. She really doesn't know how to play so watching Kiera
play stick was quite an event. Sally had obviously been crated for
a long time in Louisiana because her legs are quite weak and she
was rather chubby when I got her but she is now getting a waist
(too bad foster Mom isn't!! - no comments you guys!!). She continues
to be a bit clumsy but with time, and muscle, this will disappear.
Sally is a lovely and loving animal who just wants to be part of
a family and taken care of. Milly quite likes her too which says
alot!! Sally has had some incredible break-through's lately and
is now able to get up on my bed to sleep, likes to lie on the couch
and will come through the back door without too much goading. Sally
doesn't like doorways and we continue to work on it. I think that
its because she doesn't think she's going to be let back in if she
leaves and that terrifies her. She is such a love.......sniff sniff.
Sandy/ADOPTED
Scooter/ADOPTED
Buster/ADOPTED
Connie/ADOPTED
DILLON /ADOPTED
In the foster's own words
Dillon is back in form, yesterday he had a good
long stretch on his back
and is eating like a horse again. The tail doesn't just go from
side to
side but in a full circle. In the morning he follows me around until
I
do his ears , and holds patiently until it's done ( they are clearing
up nicely). He is thrilled to go outside, just as thrilled to go
back
inside, comes whenever I call or whistle or make any kind of sound,
adores Nika ( who frankly could do without all that admiration )
, and
obviously thinks there should be more dogs in the house. He spent
long
time looking in the oven door , before we figured out he thinks
there
is another dog just like him inside there. The only think he doesn't
enjoy, is being left behind. Hope you can find a great place for
him,
he is a great dog. Hana
Cricket/ADOPTED
Maggie/ADOPTED
Miss Georgia Brown (Fancy)
The Puppies are born
From Georgia Brown's New Mom
It was a long but magical night ! Georgia's water
sac broke at 9:30 pm and the first BIG pup was born at 12:30 a.m.
The remaining 5 pups (2 smaller ones, and 3 BIG ones) were born
at 30 to 50 minute intervals.
The Family Brown was moved into the nursery at 4 a.m. this morning.
Everyone is doing absolutely fantastic! Georgia is a brave girl
!
Special thanks to B.A.R.K's ''mid-wife'' Carole Mayo, for her ongoing
support and words of confidence !
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The Family Brown Update - WEEK 2
On Wednesday, November 16, the pups turned 2 weeks old. Everyone
is happy, healthy and growing like a weed! All the pups have more
than doubled their birth weight and already, all of them have given
up ‘’swimming’’ for walking as a favored
mode of transportation. But no open eyes yet…it should be
very soon. The pups had their first nail trim this week to keep
Mom comfortable when they charge in for their feedings.
As for Georgia, she seems a little overwhelmed with the whole thing
at times (wouldn’t you?), so we are introducing her to some
new activities away from the pups including ‘’post partum
blues shopping’’ for a new red leather collar and leash
to lift her spirits.
We were thrilled when Dr. Katharine Jones from the Carling Animal
Hospital was over to visit with the family and gave everyone a clean
bill of health. She even calls in every few days to see how everyone
is holding up – including my husband and I! Boy, we have never
done so much laundry and examined so many body parts on a daily
basis! It’s a lot of work to go from NO DOG to 7 DOGS, but
the pay-off is sooooooooooo wonderful J. Thank you B.A.R.K. for
giving us this opportunity. And thank you Georgia for letting us
cuddle with your monsters!
Here are a few pix from Week 1 and a bit of insight on each pup
in their 2nd week. We have painted their toe nails orange, blue
and red to identify the 3 similar-looking males. None of them look
anything like Georgia… The difference in the look of the pups
probably means Georgia was gracious with her favors ;-)
BLACK FEMALE was the runt at birth and is still the smallest pup
but she’s gaining weight well. She is walking very well for
her size, but prefers to spend most of her time sleeping on her
back with her front paws stretched right up in the air - just like
her mom does!
BROWN FEMALE is one of the largest pups weighing in at 3 lbs already!
Maybe we’ll start calling her The Big Mama!
ORANGE MALE is a low key kinda guy so far, but we all know to watch
out for the quiet ones….
BLUE MALE is not gaining weight as quickly as his siblings this
week, but since he started off as a heavyweight at birth, we are
not too concerned.
RED MALE is also not gaining weight as much weight and is now as
small a Black Female. We’re looking out for him all the time,
making sure he gets a good serving of Georgia’s milk and is
kept extra cozy. Luckily, he is as active and alert as the others.
His coat has been changing to a grayish-brown tone over the last
week. It’ll be interesting to see the final results.
THE TRUCKSTER – as we have affectionately named him –
is the odd ball in every sense of the word. He’s fat (rolls
included) and stocky. His color and markings are different, his
head and neck are thick and oversized, he’s got a pink nose
and pink toes, and he’s the king of whiners in the bunch!
His first few days of walking were very entertaining….because
of the size of his head, he would nose-dive after 3-4 steps! Things
have improved over the last couple of days and he can keep his head
up for longer road trips.
Visit the website regularly for further updates and photographs
of Georgia and the Family Brown as the weeks go by.
Lyn & Scott
Richmond, ON
The Truckster
My Life Will Never Be The Same
Snuggle Time
Cuddles With Black Girl
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Bambi with her brother Ozzy(also adopted from B.A.R.K.)
LOUISIANA (AKA BAMBI)/ADOPTED
Molly/ADOPTED
In the foster's own words
Hi. My name is Molly. I am a German Shepherd mix
rescued from Hurricane Katrina by the wonderful people from B.A.R.K.
I am between 1 and 2 years old and I weigh in at about 30 lbs. I
was a little shy and timid at first, but with some loving encouragement
from my foster mom and dad I now love to play and cuddle. I also
give great hugs, so I've been told. I love eating pigs ears and
marrow bones, and I love walks and my new rope toy. I love children,
and I am a bit nervous around other dogs, but my foster brothers
Axel and Cooper are helping me get over that and now we play, play,
play.
If you are interested in adopting me, please contact my friends
at B.A.R.K.
Gerald/ADOPTED
Marbles /ADOPTED
Rowan /ADOPTED
The Katrina Dogs Part Two
(The Ones We Left Behind)
When
we went to Louisiana the first time we had to leave
many dogs behind because they tested positive for heartworm.
These dogs had been living in small city pounds in New Orleans.
when Hurricane Katrina hit. They were homeless before the Hurricane
and now were living in temporary shelters in Monroe and Alexandria.
There was much compassion and sympathy for dogs waiting
to be claimed by their owners but these dogs had little or no chance
for rehoming. Some of them had lived almost their entire lives in
shelters. Now they were the forgotten ones. Bark
decided to take these dogs and bring them to Canada to start a new
life.
They
have all been successfully treated for Heartworm. Some of them had
terrible dental problems which have now been attended to. We can
only imagine how difficult it has been for them to even eat but
their will to survive is very strong. Most of them are terrified
but settled into their foster homes and then adoptive homes very
well. They are all very thin. If you can provide a stable loving
home for any of these available dogs please contact us.
We
are currently fundraising to cover the cost of their dental surgeries.
The Cats
Yes we know we don't normally do cats
but there were only three cats left in the shelter
we cleaned out and they desperately needed help
so we brought them back as well.
The cats we rescued need immediate medical
attention
any and all donations are appreciated.
Sweetums
This
beautiful 5 year old orange tabby is adorable, affectionate and
an excellent house cat. She is presently in a foster home.
This cat is a victim of Hurricane Rita, she was living
in barn that was destroyed and rescued by a team
of local people outside Monroe, Louisiana.
As
written by Caroline Shultz
Hi my name is Sweetums. I am an orange female tabby.
The vets think that I am about 5 years old. years old. I have had
a hard life. When I was little I was undernourished so now I have
a little potbelly. I am perfectly healthy but I just look pregnant.
I originally came from Louisiana
and I was in a shelter when the Huricanes hit. I am very quiet and
love to play with toys. I am quite affectionate but I am not a lap
cat. I don't mind being picked up, having my nails trimmed, or being
taken for car rides. I love to spend my quiet time sleeping by your
feet. I am an older cat but I am very active and have many more
years of devotion ahead of me.
Louisa
(lactating Mother)/Adopted
Milly(burned
kitten)/Adopted
This
wonderful girl is about 2 years old. She is a victim
of Hurricane Rita. The old building she was living in outside Alexandria,
Louisiana was completly destroyed.
City workers were burning the debris when she ran out. Her kittens
were all dead. As luck would have it
there was also a Mother cat and her kittens in this abandoned structure.
The Mother cat and 5 of her kittens didn't make it out but the kitten
shown above
ran out. She was badly burned but alive. The veterinarian who saw
this kitten refused to treat her
stating she was "beyond help". We beg to disagree.
We put her with the lactating Mother and her will to survive is
mind boggling. She is doing very well and
nursing with the lactating mother. We need to keep these two together
until the kitten is at least 8 weeks old. Ideally we would like
them adopted together. Presently we are looking for a foster home
where they can be together.
Krystal/Adopted
Rita
Legacy
Legacy has been renamed "Gracie" by her foster parents.
Her heart was severly damaged by longterm untreated
Heartworm. She has successfully completed her Heartworm
treatment and has had surgery for an entropic eye. She will remain
in longterm foster care for the duration of her life.
She is safe, happy and well loved.
Sid/Adopted
Belle/Adopted
Grandpa
Gorilla/Adopted
Hannah,
Milly and Dr Helen Douglas
Kadie/Adopted
Sparkles/Adopted
Lin/Adopted
Annie/Adopted
Annie
had a litter of 5 beautiful puppies just after Christmas
She remains in her foster home until all her puppies are weaned.
Legacy/Adopted
Katrina/Adopted
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Rescued Dog
Once I was a lonely dog, just looking for a home.
I had no forever place to go, no one to call my own.
I wandered up and down the streets, in rain, in heat and snow.
I ate whatever I could find, always on the go.
My skin would itch, my feet were sore, my body ached with pain.
And no one stopped to give a pat or gently say my name.
I never saw a loving glance, I was always on the run.
For people thought that hurting me was really lots of fun.
And then one day I heard a voice so gentle, kind and sweet,
And arms so soft reached down to me and took me off my feet.
"No one again will hurt you," was whispered
in my ear.
"You'll have a home to call your own where you will know no
fear."
"You will be dry, you will be warm, you'll have enough to eat."
"And rest assured that when you sleep, your dreams will all
be sweet."
I was afraid I must admit, I've lived so long in
fear.
I can't remember when I let a human come so near.
And as she tended to my wounds and bathed and brushed my fur
She told me about the rescue group and what it meant to her.
She said, "We are a circle, a line that never
ends.
And in the center there is you, protected by new friends.
And all around you are the ones that check the local pounds,
And those that share their home with you after you've been found."
And all the other folk are searching near and far.
To find the perfect home for you, where you can be a star."
She said, "There is a family, that's waiting
patiently,
and pretty soon we'll find them, just you wait and see.
And then they'll join our circle, they'll help to make it grow,
so there'll be room for more like you, who have no place to go."
I waited very patiently, the days they came and
went.
Today's the day I thought, my family will be sent.
Then just when I began to think it wasn't meant to be,
there were people standing there, just gazing down at me.
I knew them in a heartbeat, I could tell they felt it too.
They said, "We have been waiting for a special dog like you."
Now every night I say a prayer to all the gods that
be.
"Thank you for the life I live and all you've given me.
But most of all protect the dogs in the pound and on the street.
And send a Rescue Person to lift them off their feet."
Arlene Pace
September 18, 1998
Rescued Dog
Once I was a lonely dog, just looking for a home.
I had no forever place to go, no one to call my own.
I wandered up and down the streets, in rain, in heat and snow.
I ate whatever I could find, always on the go.
My skin would itch, my feet were sore, my body ached
with pain. And no one stopped to give a pat or gently say
my name. I never saw a loving glance, I was always on the run.
For people thought that hurting me was really lots of fun.
And then one day I heard a voice so gentle, kind and sweet,
And arms so soft reached down to me and took me off my feet.
"No one again will hurt you," was whispered in my ear.
"You'll have a home to call your own where you will know no
fear."
"You will be dry, you will be warm, you'll have enough to eat."
"And rest assured that when you sleep, your dreams will all
be sweet."
I was afraid I must admit, I've lived so long in fear.
I can't remember when I let a human come so near.
And as she tended to my wounds and bathed and brushed my fur
She told me about the rescue group and what it meant to her.
She said, "We are a circle, a line that never ends.
And in the center there is you, protected by new friends.
And all around you are the ones that check the local pounds,
And those that share their home with you after you've been found."
And all the other folk are searching near and far.
To find the perfect home for you, where you can be a star."
She said, "There is a family, that's waiting patiently,
and pretty soon we'll find them, just you wait and see.
And then they'll join our circle, they'll help to make it grow,
so there'll be room for more like you, who have no place to go."
I waited very patiently, the days they came and went.
Today's the day I thought, my family will be sent.
Then just when I began to think it wasn't meant to be,
there were people standing there, just gazing down at me.
I knew them in a heartbeat, I could tell they felt it too.
They said, "We have been waiting for a special dog like you."
Now every night I say a prayer to all the Gods that be.
"Thank you for the life I live and all you've given me.
But most of all protect the dogs in the pound and on the street.
And send a Rescue Person to lift them off their feet."
Arlene Pace
September 18, 1998
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How Could You?
Copyright Jim Willis 2001
e-mail: tiergarten@onebox.com
web site: Tiergarten Care Fund
When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you
laugh.
You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and
a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever
I was "bad," you’d shake your finger at me and ask
"How could you?" – but then you’d relent and
roll me over for a belly rub.
My housebreaking took a little longer than expected,
because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together.
I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your
confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not
be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park,
car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice
cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in
the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.
Gradually, you began spending more time at work
and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I
waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and
disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped
with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.
She, now your wife, is not a "dog person"
– still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection,
and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy. Then the human
babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated
by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them,
too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent
most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh,
how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."
As they began to grow, I became their friend. They
clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers
in my eyes, investigated my ears and gave me kisses on my nose.
I loved everything about them and their touch, because your touch
was now so infrequent – and I would have defended them with
my life if need be.
I would sneak into their beds and listen to their
worries and secret dreams. Together we waited for the sound of your
car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you
if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet
and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered
"yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your
dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure
on my behalf.
Now you have a new career opportunity in another
city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does
not allow pets. You’ve made the right decision for your "family,"
but there was a time when I was your only family.
I was excited about the car ride until we arrived
at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of
hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know
you will find a good home for her."
They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand
the realities facing a middle-aged dog or cat, even one with "papers."
You had to pry your son’s fingers loose from
my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don’t let
them take my dog!"
And I worried for him, and what lessons you had
just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility,
and about respect for all life. You gave me a goodbye pat on the
head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and
leash with you. You had a deadline to meet, and now I have one,
too.
After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably
knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to
find me another good home. They shook their heads, and asked "How
could you?"
They are as attentive to us here in the shelter
as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost
my appetite days ago.
At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed
to the front, hoping it was you – that you had changed your
mind – that this was all a bad dream .... or I hoped it would
at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me. When I
realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of
happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far
corner and waited.
I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the
end of the day and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate
room. A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table, rubbed
my ears and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation
of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner
of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned
about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her and
I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.
She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg
as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way
I used to comfort you so many years ago.
She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my
vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my
body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured
"How could you?"
Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she
said "I’m so sorry." She hugged me and hurriedly
explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place,
where I wouldn’t be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have
to fend for myself, a place of love and light so very different
from this earthly place. With my last bit of energy, I tried to
convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?"
was not meant for her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking
of . I will think of you and wait for you forever.
May everyone in your life continue to show you so
much loyalty.
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